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Jason Newell and Lucy Maund AKA Cyborcosis, gave birth to this demon back in 1997.
Ever since it has ruled there world like several hundred naughty children.
They began making music in 1993 when they were just children themselves.
They have grown together with their music like one large tree of life
and have studied the works of such noble artists as Tolkien, Dylan, KLF,
Vangelis, Van Morrision, Sheep on Drugs etc etc etc.
With the help of all noble people they hope to bring an end to this
house of cards ruled by evil.
Lucy is a post op transgendered Woman and Jason is her loving partner.
We are available to gig.
Warning ! Our compositions contain hazardous materials and invisible forces.
Listen at your own risk !
Donations gratefully accepted via Paypal - voyeks@yahoo.co.uk
Jason and lucy met in 1987, when they moved into the same street within 3 months of each other.
Lucy fell in love with Jason straight away, and patiently waited until august the 1st 1993 3.30am,
to get her hands on him, when she was 20 and Jason was 19.
They started to go deeper into music from about 17 (1990), When they began experimenting with simple
keyboards, and getting more into music (Dance/Rave, Led Zeppelin, KLF).
They bought a four track and new keyboards in 1993 and by then loved Led Zeppelin, KLF,
Sheep On Drugs, Hawkwind, Vangelis, Van morrison, Dylan, Curtis Mayfield, Richie Havens,
Tolkien, Michael Moorcock, Blake. They bought an Atari and a new keyboard in 1996,
and learned cubase/Midi. They bought their first PC in 1998, and now have
a self built PC that was top spec 5 years ago ;-) and some nice music gear.
Lucy started hormones on 01/04/2005 (Many thx to Russell Reid)
And had her surgery on the 22nd of may 2007 in Thailand with Dr Suporn.
"The change in me is complete i am glad my life happened the way it did, but it really
was not easy at all, we have been together for 15 years now, and they really have been
the best years of our lives. But since my surgery everything between us has been beautiful"
A Transexual`s Dream
Dreams for as long as i could remember, were all i knew.
The backbone of my existence, the slow revealing truth of my future.
The grounding that shaped my life.
I had several dreams, be a woman, be a woman, be a woman.
Well what a pandora`s box.
It all began as an impossible fantasy, which slowly over time
became reality. A reality heaped with adventure, romance,
self acceptance and loathing, hatred, love ,fear and freedom.
Freedom of choice, without it i would not be here.
Dreams became my freedom, love became my release.
Hope for a better future became my goal.
The freedom to change is a dream sought by few,
it is seldom accomplished without pain, suffering,
and alot of hard work.
Goals such as transition take place in a society, that can
be bereft of compassion and at times wholly rewarding.
We had to take the highs with the lows.
Personally since beginning my transition, my whole life has changed.
My communication skills, my slower more in depth thought process,
along with more impulsiveness and a growing love for myself.
The drifting away of emotions i thought bound to me forever,
a greater acceptance of the way things are.
Basically a completely different outlook on life,
with a greater personal freedom and an overwhelming sense of vulnerabilty.
Well having jason helped me no end, i cannot express my
devotion to him in words. Without him my stars would go out.
Anyway what i have gained from the people who have helped me so far,
is a greater understanding of Love. Love takes many forms, help is one,
acceptance is another, with these things the transexual community has
indeed been assisted to survive.
Well anyway my dreams became my reality, slowly and at a high
personal and financial cost to us. But everday i got closer to my goal,
everyday i felt a little better, more hope, more freedom, more love,
bought on by my own direct actions, actions that i had to take or suffer
inner torment without hope of release.
It`s beautiful to be out and about as a woman, it`s both rewarding
and distressing, but at least i have memories aswell as dreams.
I'm like a reed in the wind
Where once i was steel
I now bend in the middle
Where before i didn`t feel
I'm a fish in the sea
Where before i was a boat
The captain at the helm
Keeping it afloat
Now i'm a wave
That crashes ashore
Grinding away
The rocks a little more
When i'm finished
I`ll polish my act to perfection
Or go back to when my dreams began this intervention.
I sincerely do not wish to go back only forward,
until there is nowhere left to push.
Love be our goal
Together forever
Our hearts are whole
One love together.
Written by Lucy in 2001 in the 3 weeks that she did the NHS torture routine,
after 5 horrible visits to charing cross.
NHS Consultant "Live as a woman full time for 2 years and then we will give you hormones".
This was wrong, so she cryed alot and waited untill she found a private gender dysphoria doctor
via the internet (god bless the internet), Russell Reid (god bless his soul aswell). She saw him for
the first time 31/03/2005, and has not looked back since.
Lucy`s Transgender Surgeon
Lucy`s Private UK Transgender Doctor
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